D is for Death OK well some might call this last one ‘denial’, but hey whatever works! (Actually people have said right from the off how quickly I’m settling in so I’m probably being impatient with myself …)
IMPORTANT NEWS! House fumigation done! But fumigation does not involve any kind of smoke or fumes but litres of chemical spray. Not very happy about that – for myself, the boys spraying the house or the environment …. must check it out.
On the same note, headline yesterday “Court throws out DDT case, spraying to resume.” DDT kills mosquitoes (thereby preventing malaria, a very common and sometimes fatal disease)
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/science/nature/5350068.stm The World Health Organisation overturned a 30 year ban on DDT, I hadn’t realized. According to another site “numerous studies on DDT have shown its environmental persistence and its ability to bioaccumulate, especially in higher animals. Of particular concern is its potential to mimic hormones and thereby disrupt endocrine systems in wildlife and possibly humans.”
Was getting down last week at lack of fitness. I don’t even run for a bus anymore (the office is the spare bedroom) and everything had become a real effort; picking my legs up felt like dragging two hefty watermelons and I was getting fed up hear myself moan about it, I just wanted to rest up and eat some more! Lol. I knew I had to snap out of it, as it was starting to knock my confidence plus a group of us are climbing Mt Elgon in four weeks time (eighth highest peak in Africa!)
To push those negative thoughts out of my head, I wrote a list of ‘positive affirmations’ …and it’s working!
– I am only drinking at the week-ends, and then only in moderation
– I am not smoking
– I am going to bed earlier. I am getting up earlier.
– I’m going to aerobics once or twice a week. Sometimes I walk there – uphill– then run home. Even if I take the car, I’m still getting an hour’s exercise (i.e. so don’t beat yourself up over it Charlotte!)
– I’ve done the Davina McCall work-out DVD twice this week
– I am joining the Hash (Harriers) – for the running not the drinking! [First run tomorrow – 5 – 10k, oh god most I’ve done for three months. I can’t back out of it now I’ve told you all – so ask me how it went!]
– I am not dwelling on the not-so-positive health/lifestyle things because they are only part of the temporary readjustment.
Simpson walked past as I was lying flat on the ground, eye to eye with him.
OK well some might call this last one ‘denial’, but hey whatever works! (Actually people have said right from the off how quickly I’m settling in so I’m probably being impatient with myself …)